Have you ever thought of knowing what had happened to some one that you used to know? Years had gone by with out a word? what happened to them? are they doing good right now? are they in good health? c'mon people lets face it, there are some that is meant to move on with out us knowing where or what they are right now.. think of it as a passage to life, that supposedly, we tend to go through, we cant say that its a harsh embodiment of the things that we must push through with our lives.. we do sometimes think that there is a common reason for everything... but not all is laid out in the table, i still wonder, how? people do tend to forget others that they knew so well, practically happy to the things that they are doing right now.. i just hope that every one that i know is doing good... i know they may not be able to read this, but deep inside of me, i know that they will think of it someday... now is not the time to think.. just browsed awhile ago in my friends list, i looked up some one i knew for a long time, and suddenly i found that person, i guess that person is happy now, and thats good.. im happy for that person, im glad my friend is doing well, and i hope my friend knows that im also doing well, how time passes by, its been almost 9 years... imagine that... hmmm... drifting... drifting... drifting... whats the end word that we could describe this limbo of endearment? hmmm... curious me... i wonder how it is... oh well... its always been like this, as always...
"The lord watches between you and me, while we are absent from one another"
...to my dear friend since high school, i hope you find the hapiness you're looking for...

Well, it's finally here. The event that has had millions of boys and
girls resting impatiently for the past three years. Squaresoft,
probably the single most profitable Japanese video game manufacturer in
the world has unleashed the sequel to their best-selling RPG game in
all of gaming's history. Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children made it's
stunning impact just this month of September and so far it seems to be
everything we hoped it would be.
Without giving too much away,
here’s the gist of the story behind Advent Children. It is now two
years since the events that took place in FFVII. With Sephiroth’s
death, a strange new and very fatal disease called Geostigma has been
unleashed upon the entire civilization. As Midgar goes under
reconstruction and the people try their best to survive, Rufus, the
leader of the Turks calls out to Cloud, who is in isolation - also a
victim of the disease. Cloud is tasked with finding a cure for this
disease all while battling three new mysterious riders whose mission is
to retrieve the last remains of JENOVA. 
Some of the greatest
action scenes in this amazing new film, and let me tell you there’s A
LOT, involve the two subjects based on this highly exclusive review. As
most everyone knows by now, Kotobukiya is supplying all the action
figure goodness based on the new Advent Children. What figures are
commonly available (including Tifa Lockheart, Vincent Valentine and the
#1 RPG bad ass of all-time, Sephiroth) seem to be doing commonly well,
but not all is going as planned. Figure sales are strong but not quite
where they should be. Why? I'll tell you. It's the lack of availability
of one particular figure named Cloud Strife. Planned as a part of an
extravagant 2-piece collectible, Cloud comes with a full-scale
motorcycle called Fenrir.
Oct 10th
Tuesday
11:37pm

well, well, well, been bc for quite some time now, sobrang bc that i forgot n may blog ako na
dapat up-to-date, been checking out some locations for my future net cafe, been having a hard time pulling it through all together, but hey, its a start! anyways, been bc grinding my keen intellect about the twist and turns on how to run a cafe, how to manage people and how to deal with everything that concerns money, HA! as if ang dali noh... anyways, hopefully this year mabuksan na, "where would it be?" you might ask, sagot ko "di ko pa alam..." its been so long that i forgot how simple it is to edit my blog.. napuno n kasi yung space ko for my pics (gahaman kasi ako maglagay) been playing MU for some time also, RF ko medyo napabayaan ko na, and right now, my interest is all about business, better start my empire before its too late... i sure do hope i'd be emperor soon... haha...

Me and kai are doing great, sure may times na nagbabatuhan kami ng arguments, but hey, its part of loving each other right? havent been able to see foncee lately, bc sa aktibidades niya, skool-boy kasi (BOOYAH!) i miss him.. haaay... anyways, been planning to adjust my timeframe for this year, i really need to push tru, my plans, my upcoming business, me and kai, and of course my loving son foncee.. need to see past tru the brick wall that covers me so much, gotta find a peep hole to scurvy tru.. im still ALIVE and KICKING!!! HAHAHA...

This year is a year that challenged me harshly, it asked me who i really am, and my calling is not near what i expected to land into, its far greater and i do hope its for the best, for me, for the people i care about, and for the passion i enjoy most... for that one, its a SECRET... hehe.... CIAO...
just got home, not feeling well recently, been through a tough week, haaay, cant see myself okay with everything, right now am spitting every gut that is inside of me, im so tired, really, really tired... cant get no extra compensation to the things that i do, i feel like a dummy with no use at all! i hate myself, i really hate myself... cant understand why i have to deal with so many atittude themed problems... just trying to pass by around for a day, everyday is the same, the more i feel tired, the more i think about what is happening to me, i hate this... im starting to hate it... am so sick and tired of it..
i just wanna rest, i just wanna feel at least for once that im the one that is being taken cared of, knowing that i dont have to worry for at least a day, is it too much? am i so demanding? do i dont get the privilage to be like that? JUST FOR ONCE!?! everyone has a threshhold in everything, tolerance to everything that is around us, i dont need to tell anyone what i want, i dont need to ask them what they need to do... i feel so sadistic enough to hurt myself again... i missed the feeling of my own pain, my own anguish, my own misery, it gave me something long ago that i still carry until now, a face that is not afraid of dying... am not afraid of it anymore... i dont know why... but everytime i think of it, i dont feel any remorse or regret....
i hate myself.....
August 31st
7:59 am
Thursday
Hi pipol, medyo natagalan ako sa pagpost, been doing a lot of stuff lately, as usual, been fixing my bike again, (sound system? anyone?) been going through a rough perception of what i really wanted to do, been playing non stop RF for 2 months now, and of course ang walang kamatayang O2Jam, haaay... there are some things na gusto ko nang gawin, anyhoo.. been talking to some old friends way back in college, ok naman, been doing great with kai, next week pogee will be with me, san kaya kami mamasyal?
Need to clean my room, ewan ko ba, para kasing sobrang kalat na niya, ang dami ko kasing gamit eh, basta pag ok na time ko, haaay, sana ok na lahat by september, nababato na talaga ako dito... oscya alis na ako... later....
Earth, a planet with so much history, home to
mankind and the birthplace for so many stories and events. Its purpose was to
bring forth life and the meaning to why we are here. Unbeknownst to us, it
holds deep dark secrets that will play their part in the story of RF Online, a
story that will unfold before you and whisk you up into an adventure where you
are key.
After the "First Galaxy Development
Plan" was initiated, it was deemed unnecessary to further research Earth
any further. The human race was expanding beyond this solar system and galaxy,
with opportunities lying beyond the stars, not back home. History, it seemed,
held no important information for mankind's evolution.
The Antarctic, once a key location for
researchers and scientists, became a distant memory as the "Fourth Galaxy
Development Plan" was initiated. The cold lands, housing the interests of
curious amateur research laboratories, were manned by retired researchers and
scientists.
The retired biologist Soburg Ivanovich was a
member of the Arcane Club, where scholars and amateur researchers looked into
the mysterious histories and the origins of civilizations, often largely
neglected by other scholars. Traditional mainstream academics considered the
Arcane Club as a 'Rich Boy's Club'; a social gathering for wealthy gentlemen.
The theories and ideas emanating from this elite group were held in contempt,
with few believing in their outlandish interpretations. This group was looked
upon with skepticism, a mistake that would inevitably be costly to the human
race.
Soburg Ivanovich, a member of the Arcane Club,
arrived at the Antarctic to research the creatures living in this distant and
inhospitable part of the Earth. The work he carried out did not get the
attention it deserved, since it was believed that all the living things this
area had or was playing home to, had already been discovered. Moreover, the
fact that he was a member of the Arcane Club instilled a sense of cynicism
among his peers. It was not until he discovered the Dimens Syndrome Virus, that
his ideas and discoveries were treated with respect.
This Arcane Virus, discovered hundreds of meters
below the ice cap of the Antarctic's 'eastern lands', excited Ivanovich
immensely; his research findings and hard work finally paying off. He brought
the virus straight back into his laboratory to begin testing. Despite being
trapped in the ice for tens of thousands of years, the virus was still in an
active state, living in a state of hibernation, waiting to be triggered back
into life from its once dormant state.
Ivanovich carefully defrosted the ice in the
anticipation that he would prove to the world that there was still life left in
the Antarctic area, and that his name would be remembered forever. However, he
did not know that this discovery would bring the end to all mankind. The now
defrosted virus infected his mind. At first he thought the headaches were a
direct result of his cold, but within a day, himself and his colleagues became
infected by the virus.
They all began to show an abnormal aggression
towards each other and extreme desire to hurt and destroy one another. These
extreme behavioral problems drove them all to their eventual painful deaths.
A transport ship, informed of this dire
situation, was dispatched to collect the researchers' bodies. Its return
journey would prove to be a costly mistake. Using the transport ship as a
conduit, the Arcane Virus quickly spread throughout Earth, leaving no stone
unturned, and no creature untouched. The contagion was unlike any virus
discovered or created by man. Humans on earth took on the traits of the
infected researchers, killing each other and finally firing nuclear weapons
toward the human colonies on Mars and Saturn. Defending themselves, the
inhabitants of Mars and Saturn retaliated, firing their own salvos of nuclear
warheads toward the Earth. Mankind's self-destruction and demise in the solar
system had begun.
Further outposts in the galaxy were left in a
state of shock by what was happening in this solar system, leading to an
organized group of investigators being dispatched to the planets in the solar
system. What they found was death and decay; many polluted with radioactivity,
the solar system now a desolate wasteland.
The investigators soon realized that it was
going to be an impossible task finding anyone alive, the cause of destruction
to the solar system to remain a mystery forever. However, the investigators
were to soon discover the truth behind the devastation, for unbeknownst to
them, the Arcane Virus, immune to the radiation, had infected one of the
investigation team.
The Arcane virus was still active, despite the
heat and radiation produced from the nuclear explosions. The resilient viral
design had shut down its life activity, leaving it in a state of hibernation
ironically familiar to how Ivanovich had discovered it originally.
After losing most of the investigation team, the
remaining team members came to realize the truth behind the destruction of
Earth and the solar system, all be it too late for them.
The B-13 sector acting as a base for the 4th
galaxy development plan became the center of administration after the fall of
the solar system. The government of the B-13 sector stipulated that the Arcane
Virus was a very dangerous organism and had to be contained. Over time, the
disaster on Earth and to the solar system began to fade away into distant
memory. Mankind moved forward burying the memories of this terrible time.
ed in head;
2 x MMI-GAU26 17.5mm chest-mounted CIWS, fire-linked, mounted in chest;
2 x MR-Q15A "Griffon" beam blade, mounted in knees; MX2002 beam carry
shield, mounted on left arm, includes EEQ8 Grapple Stinger, RQM55
"Shining Edge" beam boomerang; Fatum-01 backpack/subflight lifter: 2 x
MA-6J "Hyper Fortis" beam cannon; 2 x MA-M02S "Preface Lacerta"
retracted beam cannon-mounted short beam saber; 2 x MR-Q17X "Griffon 2"
beam blade, mounted on wings; MA-M02G "Super Lacerta" lifter tip beam
saber
July 13th
Thursday
9:39 AM
Am here in my room, sulking, first time ako nag stay dito sa bahay ng gantong oras, medyo hindi maganda gabi ko, havent slept straight, body is aching already... i made a nasty mistake last night... hindi ko na ata maayos ito... i hate myself so much... galit na galit ako sa sarili ko... hindi ko na alam kung anu pa gagawin ko... hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin.. i deserve siguro na masaktan ng todo... mali ako... sobrang mali...
July 11th
7:07 AM
Tuesday
Kagigicing ko lang... kaninang 6, as usual gutom, hanap ng makakain sa baba, sakto hindi pa bumababa si BOSS, nag ala pusa ako sa hapg kainan, ninenok ko yung isang pirasong meat loaf sa platito, dahil sa 4 na piraso na lang ang natira, naisip kong kumain na lang ng hotdog, meron pala hindi pa sinabi sa akin...
May naisip akongbusiness, pero hindi ko pa muna sasabihin, bka maudlot... dumating na nga pala yung "wonder twins" nina Rye and Kae kagabi... ang pogee nung dalawa... tama narinig niyo, KAMBAL ang anak ni Rye, pareho pang lalake... ocya maliligo na muna ako, at baka mahuli ako sa lakad ko ngayong araw... mamaya na lang ulit... paalam! WHEEEE!!!
General and Technical Data

Model number: ZGMF-2000
Code name: GOUF Ignited
Unit type: mass production commander type mobile suit
Manufacturer: Integrated Design Bureau
Operator: ZAFT (Zodiac Alliance of Freedom Treaty)
First deployment: C.E. 73
Accommodation: pilot only, in standard cockpit in torso
Dimensions: overall height 19.20 meters
Weight: max gross weight 72.13 metric tons
Construction: unknown
Powerplant: ultracompact energy battery, power output rating unknown
Equipment and design features: sensors, range unknown
Fixed armaments: MA-M757 "Slayer Whip" heat rod,
mounted in right forearm, produces electrical shock; M181SE "Draupnir"
4-barrel beam gun, mounted on right forearm; MMI-558 "Tempest" beam
sword, stored inside shield, hand-carried in use; shield, mounted on
left arm
Optional hand armaments: none
Technical and Historical Notes
After producing many
mobile suit designs during the first Earth Alliance/ZAFT War of C.E.
70-71, ZAFT introduces the "New Millennium" series mobile suits in the
postwar era, starting with the ZGMF-1000 ZAKU Warrior.
The next mobile suit in the series is the ZGMF-2000 GOUF Ignited. The
production GOUF's armament is identical to that of the prototype
version, the ZGMF-X2000 GOUF Ignited.
A GOUF Ignited is stolen by Athrun Zala and Meyrin Hawke during their
escape from ZAFT's Gibraltar base, but they are shot down over the
ocean by Shinn Asuka's ZGMF-X42S Destiny Gundam.
A white-colored unit is used in space by ZAFT ace pilot Yzak Joule.
Yzak's unit participates in the battle to destroy the doomsday Requiem
cannon, located at the Earth Alliance's Daedalus Moon base.

Technical and Historical Notes
In the later part of the Second Earth/ZAFT War, ZAFT introduces two new advanced mobile suits: the ZGMF-X666S Legend Gundam
and ZGMF-X42S Destiny Gundam. The Destiny Gundam, designed as a
multiple combat role mobile suit, combines the weaponry of several of
the Silhouette packs used by the ZGMF-X56S Impulse Gundam. During the design phase, early versions of the Destiny Gundam's weapons are tested in the ZGMF-X56S/θ Destiny Impulse. However, the Destiny Gundam is more than just a combination of Impulse Gundam
Silhouette packs, as it introduces several new technologies. The
Destiny Gundam uses a hyper deuterion nuclear reactor to power its
systems. This new design stores power in deuterion form, providing a
continuous deuterion charge and, in theory, an endless power supply.
However, it is possible for the suit's power to be expended before the
reactor can replenish it. In addition to the new reactor, the Destiny
Gundam can generate a pair of "wings of light," allowing for high speed
movement. During this high speed movement, the wings of light
scatter
Mirage Colloid particles to create afterimages of the suit in the
surrounding area. The Destiny Gundam is also equipped with a pair of
"Solidus Fulgor" beam shield generators, also used by the Legend Gundam.
A standard shield can also be equipped, but is rarely used. The Destiny
Gundam's many armaments include a beam rifle, head vulcan guns, a pair
of beam boomerangs (which double as beam sabers), hand beam cannons, an
anti-ship sword and a long-range beam cannon.
The Destiny Gundam is assigned to ace pilot Shinn Asuka by ZAFT Supreme Council Chairman Gilbert Durandal after the completion of Operation Angel Down, where Shinn destroys Kira Yamato's ZGMF-X10A Freedom Gundam. Shinn's first use of the Destiny Gundam involves a difficult moral choice: shoot down comrades Athrun Zala and Meyrin Hawke, who defect from ZAFT and escape from the Gibraltar base in a ZGMF-2000 GOUF Ignited. The Destiny Gundam makes its true combat debut in Operation Ragnarok, the ZAFT assault on the Earth Alliance's Heavens Base headquarters. During the battle, Shinn, along with Legend Gundam pilot Rey Za Burrel and Impulse Gundam pilot Lunamaria Hawke, destroy five GFAS-X1 Destroy Gundam units guarding the base, leading to a ZAFT victory. When Logos leader Lord Djibril escapes to the Orb Union, Shinn participates in Operation Fury and engages Kira's ZGMF-X20A Strike Freedom Gundam and Athrun's ZGMF-X19A ∞ Justice Gundam. Soon after, Djibril escapes again to space and fires the Requiem cannon at the PLANTs, the battleship Minerva heads to space and launches an attack on the Alliance's Daedalus lunar base. During the battle, Shinn raids the base's dock and singlehandedly destroys several battleships. Later, when an Orb space fleet attacks ZAFT to seize control of Requiem, Shinn once again fights Kira and Athrun. In the end, the Destiny Gundam is heavily damaged by Athrun and crashes onto the Moon's surface. Soon after, the death of Durandal and the destruction of the space fortress Messiah mark the end of the war.

Cant Sleep... been browsing sa mga pics ni foncee, i miss him so much na.. been trying to organize the folders sa pc ko, medyo crowded na sa dami ng pics, been thinking of upgrading, kahit yung hard drive lang, anyways, one more day to go, lam mu na yun... sana this weekend mahiram ko si Pogee, missed to get him last saturday, sana this week ok na, anyhoo, just checked some profiles here and there, hmmm... at least ok na lahat di ba... happy na lahat ng tao sa paligid natin... me, on the other hand, ok na, kahit gabi gabi sa blog ko lang nakikita si Foncee, right now, im still patching up some quirks, time will come...
Its been 4 days na din, miss ko na din si Kai, katatapos lang ng term niya, next week pasukan
nanaman sila, medyo di maganda grades niya last term, still, its good kasi wala siyang bagssak, yun nga lang medyo mababa... nakakapagod din kaya sa part niya itong term na ito, nakakaurat lang kasi hindi lahat nakikita na ganun, anyhoo... lapit na din b-day niya... anu kaya magandang regalo para sa kanya? hmmm... basta
ako na bahala dun... lately medyo hirap ako matulog, ewan ko ba, insomniac nanaman ako... hope
to see kai and foncee soon... miss na miss ko na silang dalawa...
Ayan tumitilaok na manok ni kuya Rey, ibig sabihin umga na... haay... ocya... later na lang.... ciao....
July 2nd
Sunday, 2:47 am
Hello, havent been able to update my blog recently, dami ako ginagawa, (as if naman may bumabasa sa blog ko!) ha..ha.. anyways, havent uploaded some of my new pics, pag may time na lang siguro, yesterday i reserved two tickets sa IMax, as you all know, i know, i know, late ako
nanuod, its for the IMax showing of SUPERMAN RETURNS, naka sked kami ni kai this july 5th @ 6pm, hirap sumabay kasi nung june 28th.
Dumaan ang B-day ng hindi ko pinopost dito sa blog, guess am too old to tell the whole world na 26 na ako... hehe... oh, and by the way, a frend of mine confirmed that on OCtober 21, smackdown naman ang pupunta dito sa atin, ASTEEG! kasama kaya sina undertaker? Batista? Rey?
hmmm... pag may pera bakit hindi, kung wala, ok pa din, hehe, napapanuod ko naman sila sa jack TV eh... haayyy.. nababagot na ako dito!! damn aircon is not working well, rainy season was supposed to be here, summer pa din dito sa pinas... haay...
aayyy.. well... ill just keep you posted, kung nasusubaybayan niyo man itong blog na ito... hehe... ciao!
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